Wednesday, October 7, 2009
{ 11:28 PM }
"i miss you :) cge mtlog nko :P haha :D"
yuck ang corny ko. binlog ko pa yun :)) seriously though, that short text from him just made me smile. just an hour before when we were on the phone I just acted weird, something that's kindof been happening lately. I don't know, maybe it's because I'm just freaking out that we're kind of far away....but we really try not to make that an issue. awkward silence ensues. and then he falls asleep on the phone. I keep yelling but he's so sound asleep I can't bother to wake him up and instead listen to his breathing on the phone until it hangs up on its own. then i try to come up with a really long message how I'm sorry with the way I'm acting and that I love him...
I love him so much. after some time passes when he realizes he's slept on me, he calls to say goodnight, and tells me to sleep because I always sleep late :P. we hang up. then he texts me. just so randomly, none of that cheesy stuff. it's so straightforward, so him and yet so sincere.
sometimes it's not the novel-long and cheesy fluff that makes my heart jump (though I'm not complaining, I love his fluffy long texts); it's just those short messages he texts out of the blue that makes me really melt inside. :D
awwwwww I love you. :)
and now I have to get back on studying. when did Economics get so friggin' hard? :| too. many. things. to. memorize. :))